Monday, October 31, 2011

Horrorshow: The Last Exorcism


Unlike last Halloween, I haven't been able to watch a whole lot of horror movies this year. I did manage to squeeze in a viewing of The Last Exorcism, which looks like some strange mash-up of The Blair Witch Project, The Exorcist, and, oddly enough, Rosemary's Baby (that, um, may have been a spoiler).

Despite the unoriginal the premise, there's a lot that works in this movie. I got freaked out quite a bit by the creepy atmosphere, and there are a couple of well-executed jump scares. The casting is pretty good, especially Ashley Bell as the possessed girl.

I did get kinda disctracted by some of the casting, though ("Hey, isn't that the guy from that one episode of Burn Notice?").

So the movie's scary enough, but the plot left a LOT to be desired. The whole "Satanic cult impregnates an innocent woman to give birth to the Antichrist" thing felt a little out of place, almost tacked on, like the writers realized they forgot to add the requisite twist ending (However, I STILL felt that the demon impregnation plot is still handled better here than in Rosemary's Baby. Horror purists may commence with the hate).

I guess I can say that I LIKED The Last Exorcism, although I feel little desire to ever watch it again. I'm starting to wonder if horror just isn't my genre - with only one exception (Psycho), I've yet to see any horror movie that I felt drawn to watch again.

Oh, I also saw Charade for the first time this weekend, and now I want to be Carey Grant when I grow up. But that's not scary at all, is it?

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Workin' Day Blues

I don't talk a lot about my job here for a LOT of reasons.
  1. I work for health care, and I'd rather not mention ANY stories about the people I encounter than possibly violate privacy agreements.
  2. I'd rather my employers not think I spend a lot of time blogging during work hours (I do most of my blog writing during my lunch breaks, FYI).
  3. Even though I LIKE my job, I don't get a lot of SATISFACTION out of it, so I tend not to have much to say.
Anyway, yesterday was the big annual performance review day. I came out of my review feeling... pretty good, actually. My boss told me that she understood I was really just working here to pass the time; however, she said that, if I decided to make a career here, she would be willing to help me get the training I need to advance in the company.

I don't care HOW much you like/dislike your current job. Finding out there's room for advancement is a pretty big deal. It's nice to know people like you.

I've been thinking a lot about what I've been doing with my life recently - mainly, that I haven't quite accomplished what I've wanted to since graduating college. I frequently hear that I could do whatever I want to do with my life - and sometimes I believe it. However, it seems like I've recently been seized by I-don't-know-quite-what. Some ghost of complacency, I guess.

I've been working my way through Sylvia Plath's The Bell Jar. The other day I stumbled across the following passage, and I couldn't help but laugh when I read it:
I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor... and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn't quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn't make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet.

Maybe I'm just too much the typical College of English graduate disaffected with life, but I can relate to what Esther Greenwood felt in this passage (hopefully, that's the ONLY way I relate to Esther - I haven't finished the book quite yet, but I've got a good idea how it ends).

I've got so many things I want to DO with my life, I can't seem to pick just one and focus on it enough to go anywhere with it. I want to be an author, but I can't always bring myself to dedicate the daily effort needed to reach that goal. Same with art and drawing. Heck, this even extends beyond my professional life. Someone asked me the other day if I want to get married some day, and, after thinking about it a minute, I had to say, "I don't think so. I don't know."

Bleagh.

Anyway, it's nice to know that if I CAN'T get out of this funk for whatever reason (although I'd say there's a good reason coming), I still have some room to grow. Thanks, boss!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Psycho Bash. Also, Why I Improv

Halloween is less than a week away, which means that it's time once again for the Jesters Royale Psycho Bash, also known as "The Best Halloween-themed Improv Show of the Year."

Don't believe me? Just look at the stellar advertising we've done:


Halloween's something of a big deal to the Jesters Royale, and the annual show is a pretty important anniversary for me, as I've been participating in these shows for my entire tenure with the team. This year will be my fourth Halloween show, and... well, I must say I'm kinda surprised I'm still here. If you'd asked me a couple of years ago whether I saw myself doing improv with the Jesters still in 2011, I'd probably have said no. Yet, here we are.

Improv comedy is more than just a hobby I share with Michael Scott. The Jesters have proven to be a fantastic group of people - I'm constantly in awe of their talent and dedication to the craft of comedy (and, yeah, it's a craft). In the seemingly short amount of time I've been with them, I've learned a lot about timing, character development, and stage presence - important skills for comedians, no doubt. The thing is, I've applied these same skills in other disciplines to great effect (A friend of mine once commented that she liked to watch me teach Sunday School classes, because she could see the transition between "normal Stephen" and "performer Stephen").

So, yeah, I'm excited to still be with these guys after three years, and I'm looking forward to being a part of the time for a good while longer.

Also, our Halloween show is gonna be awesome. You should come.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Romance in the Dark

Forgive my penchant for the dramatic and let me run a thought by y'all.

So it seems a lot of people fall in love in the dark - we go to candle-lit restaurants, dance under disco balls, and talk in the park at night. I've heard, once upon a time, that the dark tricks the eye into dilating, which sends the other party a signal that there's some romantic interest. Same thing goes for makeup - eye makeup makes is attractive on a woman because it makes her eyes appear to be larger, again demonstrating interest in the other person.[citation needed]

I used to think that the dark and the eyeliner was just a ploy - a way of covering up or glossing over the physical imperfections of the other party. As a result, I sometimes joke that I'm going to ask the woman I love to marry me at 8:00 A.M. on a Saturday morning before she's had a chance to put on her make-up. That way, if I REALLY loved her, I'd know because I'd still want to go through with it.

In case you didn't know, I'm sometimes a terrible person.

Anyway, I'm starting to rethink my stance on this particular issue. Darkness doesn't cover up physical "imperfection," but it removes physical appearance from the table as an issue. Conversation in the dark - on a ballroom floor, or wherever - gives you an opportunity to look past the outside and get a glimpse at what's inside.

Just a thought.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Braddy Reads The Art of Tangled


It's been nearly a year since I first watched Tangled, and I STILL haven't quite worked through this completely bizarre obsession with a movie that I think is only okay.

I've been trying to focus a bit more on the (visual) artistic side of things, though, so I picked up The Art of Tangled. While I have HUGE issues with the story and characters, the visuals of Tangled grew on me quite a bit. I thought it would be educational to see some of the process that went into it.

And, boy, WAS it educational. A lot of the inspiration for the visuals in Tangled were drawn from Cinderella and, surprisingly enough, Pinnochio. I never would have made the connection between Pinnochio and Tangled, but, to hear it explained, it made a lot of sense.

Some of my favorite material comes from early in the book, when the visual design was more fine-art influenced. There are some surprisingly dark designs of the villain, Mother Gothel, which, while they wouldn't fit with the style the film eventually adopted, are absolutely fascinating to study, and would have made for a much darker film. Even the character designs for the thugs in the bar (who I REALLY hate) make more sense to me.

Heck, even the horse... Umm, actually, the very first sentence on Maximus's page compares him to Javert from Les Mis, so...


No. SCREW this guy.

Anyway, The Art of Tangled gave me a lot of insight, and a lot of good inspiration into my own art. I'm excited to keep practicing my own craft, and to keep exploring these "behind-the-scenes" books as I go forward. I went and put a bunch of them on hold at the library - SO excited!

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Art Class: Day 6 FINALE

Here we are, six weeks later, and look how much I've learned.


That, um, is supposed to be me. It's kinda hard to get all the proportions and whatnot right when doing a self portrait. Maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if I'd been working completely on my own. As it was, I was in a room of people chatting and cracking jokes. Every now and again, I'd laugh, and then I'd look back at the mirror and notice that MY WHOLE ^#$%$^IN' COMPOSITION WAS NOW OFF!

*sigh*

That said, there ARE some elements of this particular picture I'm pretty proud of. I demonstrate that I at least KNOW where the highlights should be. I also think I did an okay job with the hair - both that atop my head and that slathered around my mouth like a kid's birthday cake. Given another... oh, I dunno... twelve hours, I mighta had something which resembles more closely the pinnacle of bearded perfection that I am.

Now that the class is over, I've got a big plastic tote full of charcoal and other drawing supplis that'll hopefully see a lot of use. Of course, that may not happen, what with November rapidly approaching...

Monday, October 17, 2011

Ratatouille: Pixar's Greatest Film?


Fans of animation often bicker over which of the Pixar films is quantifiably the best. There's a case to be made for all of them (except the Cars films - if you ever say Cars is the best, you're wrongest wrong person in Wrongville); however, after rewatching Ratatouille over the weekend, I find myself making a case for the story about the little rodent who could.

The first time I watched Ratatouille, I found it to be enjoyable but highly formulaic - almost forgettable. It's a pretty standard idea for a children's story - artist dreams big, gets rejected because he's misunderstood (pobrecito). Eventually, through sheer tenacity, he triumphs and is recognized as the genius he is. I don't think I watched it again for several years, because I never really felt the need.

After this most recent viewing, though, I've changed my mind - there's a lot going on in Ratatouille that isn't immediately evident. True, there's the whole underappreciated artist story, but that really takes a back seat to the individual character arcs. There's an underlying theme that runs throughout that says art is for EVERYONE, and a person can only be truly happy when they learn how to take their art and share it. Nearly every character has to come to terms with this democratic understanding of the art of cooking (or "The Gospel of Gusteau," you might say):
  • Remy the rat, nearly a fully realized artist already, has to recognize that he's not held back in his art because the world refuses to accept a rat chef, but because he himself has not fully accepted his role as an artist. Thus, his moment of revelation comes when he starts to identify himself as a "cook" before anything else.
  • Linguini, who has no talent for cooking, discovers in an almost wordless moment that he has a skill for customer service and waiting tables that allows others access to Remy's art. The scene where Linguini darts around Gusteau's upscale restaurant on roller skates is almost played comically, but it's a real moment of realization for Linguini. His "art" is a subtle one, but very important.
  • Colette proves early on that she accepts Gusteau's maxim that "anyone can cook" when she helps Linguini get a job in the kitchen. Her devotion as a "Disciple of Gusteau" is put to the test, though, when Remy is revealed to be the mastermind chef. Ultimately, hers is a trial of faith in art, and she passes.
Sorry if the religious verbage is a bit much, but it fits pretty well.

Beyond the arcs for the main trio, though, there is another, subtler theme which becomes apparent when analyzing the roles of two supporting characters: namely, the importance of turning one's role or occupation into art. Let's look first at Remy's father (whose name, according to Wikipedia, is Django).


In the world of Ratatouille, cooking is treated as an art, not just a skill (even though we in the "real world" tend not to consider it so). However, to hear characters like Gusteau, Remy, and Colette speak of cooking, the audience soon realizes that cooking - so often a routine, mundane activity - not only nourishes the body, but it also nurtures the soul.

Initially, Django refuses to accept that cooking does anything more than fill a specific physical need. His attitude is understandable, even natural: he's the de-facto father of an entire clan, whose survival depends on pilfering food from people who would kill them on sight. He doesn't feel he can indulge his son's need for fancy flavorings; as a parent, he considers it to be his rightful role to protect and provide for his clan.

Django fills his role as provider excellently; however, he fails to realize that a parent should nurture as well as feed his children. By enlisting the aid of his clan to help Remy cook, Django finally accepts, not only his son's dreams, but also his total role as a parent. He has become a nurturer, just as Remy has with his cooking.

While that's all well and good, the real star of this subplot is the film's villain (and my new favorite Pixar character), Anton Ego.


Ego is a food critic, and, like many critics, he finds the easiest way to make a living from his criticism is to tear down. He delights in negative criticism, which sucks the soul from an artist (not to mention a star from Gusteau's restaurant). Indeed, Ego fits this negative definition of a critic so well that his entire world appears vampiric - his long frame, skeletal fingers, and thin lips mirror those of the classic vampire. Heck, his often even resembles a coffin. The man is initially a parasite - he makes his living by destroying, even devouring, others.

However, the end of the film finds Ego remembering and fulfilling the higher call of the critic. He chooses not to resort to negative criticism - which is profitable and "fun to write" - but instead puts his reputation and livelihood on the line to defend something new and enriching. Ultimately, he loses both, but he is still content, even happy, with the role he played. Ego learns to "nourish" with his criticism, becoming, in a sense, an artist himself.

Anton Ego's story is a bit preachy (and rubbed some critics the wrong way), but the message is one well-worth considering: Whatever you do, you can be an artist.

So, yeah, new favorite Pixar movie.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Art Class: Day 5

The art course I signed up for is only six weeks long, so we're nearing the end. If there's one thing I've learned from the course, it's that I LOVE CHARCOAL DRAWING!

I know I say pretty much the same thing every week, but... DANG, charcoal is just FUN. Plus, it gets that black stain all over your fingers, so people see you and KNOW you've been doing something artistic. It's a good time.


It's also a LONG time - charcoal takes forever to get just the right shade of gray. Most of the charcoal pictures I've done so far (including the one above, which I copied from a photo in a National Geographic photo book) are unfinished, simply because I don't have the time in class to get everything just right.

We added a new tool today - a white Conté crayon. I got a bit of use out of it today - the crayon helped define the edges of the umbrella and some of the foam on the water (that's right, that's supposed to be water in the background). The white Conté is gonna take some getting used to, but I can see it being very useful.

Oh, I guess there's one other thing I learned from the art class - I'm one of those guys who licks his lips a lot when he's concentrating. Seriously, my lips kinda hurt right now. Time to go home and use that "True Aggie" chapstick I have left over from college - and I never even used it for what it's meant for...

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

There Are Many Roads To Braddy's Blog


Man, some people...

I've seen some more rather ODD search terms lead people to my blog. Some of them, I'm actually able to identify where they lead - I went ahead and hyperlinked to the post for those search terms. Others have left me... UTTERLY baffled.And here's my favorite of the bunch:Okay, so I don't speak Russian, so I ran that text through Google translate, and it came out "pictures of the meaning of love."

I guess, according to Googe Image Search, love means wearing gas masks. And that PROVES I was right all along!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Charcoal 1


I spent a night watching Lilo and Stitch and scribbling with the charcoal I've picked up from art class. And, well, it's not a perfect sketch... or even a good one, really (there's a finger smear that's really bugging me now).

Still, CHARCOAL IS FUN OH MY GOSH!

Typhoid Mary


Typhoid Mary, quite contrary,
How does your garden grow?

First Date Freebies?

It's not what you're thinking...

So the question's come up in conversation recently, "Should a girl always accept a request for a first date?" To my surprise, I found myself a bit conflicted on the issue, and, despite everything logic dictates, I tend to say that a woman should.

I mean, the first thought that comes to my head is, "Of COURSE you should be able to turn down any date you choose, ESPECIALLY if you feel threatened or otherwise ill at ease." I think specifically of an online-dating incident I read about where a young woman rejected a man's request to meet "IRL" at his cabin deep in the woods. Do I fault her for turning the man down? Not a bit.

Similarly, another friend of mine rejected a young man whom she had met briefly at a party. She says they didn't speak to each other at all. The man later sent her a message over Facebook, asking if they could go out. She told him no, and, again, I find myself agreeing with her decision - while the many forms of electronic communication make forming interpersonal relationships easily, I still feel a person should (excuse the expression) "man up" in dating matters and handle them face-to-face.

However, there's a third experience I often think of when confronted with the first-date question: Back in college, I asked out a girl I'd known for nearly the entire year. She responded by saying, "No, I'll be busy this weekend... and every weekend from now until the end of the semester."

Ouch. Coming from a culture where everyone is strongly encouraged to accept all offers for a first date, that smarts.

So, yeah, I guess I'm of the opinion that everyone should at least agree to ONE date with someone who makes the effort to actually ASK... unless you have a good reason not to... UNLESS the person who's asking is ME.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Art Class: Day 4


The above isn't actually something that I worked on in class. It was a homework assignment: "Write your name 100 different ways." Obviously, I didn't quite make it.

Still, I actually found it to be a lot of fun coming up with different styles for letters. It took more concentration than usual to write my name, as I became more focused on the shape of the letter than the symbol itself. I'll probably come up with a few more "fonts" when my time opens up.

As for last night's class... We spent most of the time working on another still life arrangement composed of an object we brought from home (unfortunately titled our "fetish" object) and an object given us by the instructor. We worked primarily in charcoal and... well, I think I might be in love.


My two objects were a box of multi-sided dice and a metal creamer. Again, I started by plotting the basic shapes with the softer vine charcoal, and then I added more shades and values with compressed charcoal. Eventually, the goal was to add the darkest darks with a Conté crayon, but I never got that far (I haven't really been too impressed with Conté crayons at this point, anyway).

I regretted defining the faces of the dice with such dark lines after last night, but, looking at the scan this morning, I think there may be some potential in creating such definite lines in charcoal. Going forward, though, I'm going to leave line definitions to the easily-erased vine charcoal. I really enjoyed using the dark compressed charcoal to build a picture out of shadows and values rather than lines.

Before we left, we each received one micron pen to use for next week's class, so I've got that to look forward to.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Comics Aren't Just For Kids Anymore

...although I'm starting to wish that they WERE.

There's been a lot of talk in the comic-book world recently about DC's relaunch, which was meant to draw in new readers to the world of superhero comics. While some of the books have received good reviews, most of the discussion has been on the new DC Comics' treatment of women. Almost everything I've heard about the relaunch has focused on the overt sexuality of the women depicted. Some critics have praised this move as a bold spin on the sexual politics of James Bond, while others decry it as almost pornographic pandering to the predominantly male comics-reading demographic.


Above: Could it be both?

My knee-jerk reaction which I have to clarify by saying that I haven't READ any of these comics - is to side with the latter camp. I've long since abandoned most of the embarassment I felt over reading superhero comics as a mature-ish adult; however, it's difficult for me to forget that a lot of that embarassment springs from the depiction of women IN comics.

For example, I've cited Marvel comics's Civil War miniseries as THE story that got me reading superhero comics again in my twenties. Civil War pitted the superheroes against each other after the Superhero Registration Act required costumed crimefighters to register with the government or face jail time. At the time I read it, I found the story to be an emotionally compelling and timely portrayal of the issues surrounding the Bush administration's war on terror.

(Since that time, I've found Civil War to be more than a little silly, since vigilantism is ALREADY illegal, but whatever.)

There's a particular panel in one of the very first issues that shows Tony Stark (AKA Robert Downey, Jr.) encouraging other heroes to register, as it's the "right thing to do" and "will help restore the public's trust in superheroes." Of course, the artist gives us the most appropriate visual presentation of Stark's impassioned appeal by situating the "camera" right behind She-Hulk's curvy spandexed posterior.


This is dramatically necessary to the plot.

An otherwise relevant (if a bit ham-fisted) message about the conflict between liberty and security is almost completely overshadowed by superheroine badonkadonk, and that's just... well, it misses the point. Sex (and violence) are often treated as mature subject matter, but when the sex and violence are needlessly wedged into a plot, the end result contains about as much maturity as a conversation between Beavis and Butthead.

I don't want to get all "Think of the children!" here, but, really, THAT'S where superhero comics get their fans. I started reading comics pretty much just in the newspaper; however, I watched X-Men and Batman: The Animated Series almost religiously. I started reading the actual comics at a much later age, but mainly to recapture some of the fun and magic of watching Wolverine, The Joker, and all the rest on the TV. Eventually, superhero comics led me to more sophisticated works, and I'm pretty happy with what I've discovered.


Next year, kids'll plop down in front of the TV to watch a new Batman cartoon. From the limited preview information available, they'll be able to see Batman go up against the nefarious Professor Pyg... who is probably most famous for giving Robin a lap-dance in his first appearance. Whether or not it makes for a good story, it's probably NOT appropriate reading material for a kid.


No lie, though - I LOVE this guy!

I have to say that it IS pretty funny that Batman's so heavily marketed towards children: "What do we do with a psychologically tormented man who saw his parents murdered in front of him and spends his time hunting down depraved, violent criminals? Slap his face on a lunchbox!" Seriously, that's like making a Dexter onesie for toddlers.

I love comics as a MEDIUM - I've often said the comic panel enables a uniquely creative approach to storytelling other media don't allow. In order for that medium to grow, it has to have a continually growing fan base - and, whether you think comics IN GENERAL are for kids or not, it's pretty apparent that SUPERHEROES appeal mainly to children. And me.

In my mind, there's no question that superheroes can be used to tell compelling stories for adults - despite what my mom says. Unfortunately, in the world of comics, at least, it seems like they're not doing as good a job hooking children as they could be. And, yeah, even though there are plenty of other good book choices for kids, that makes me a little sad.

Besides, those all-ages kiddie comics are STILL the ones that best suit my uptight Mormon sensibilities, so I would want to read them, too.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Independence Is Tough To Maintain Alone


So life's been pretty busy of late. Here's the SHORT list of what I've been dealing with:
  • I just took over the role of executive director for The Jesters Royale.
  • My boss broke her ankle, and one of my other co-workers went on a cruise, reducing our four-man workforce to two. And guess who picked up ALL the extra work?
  • My art class is actually assigning homework, which means I have 65 drawings to complete by Thursday
The biggest change, though?
  • I moved last weekend.
When I first moved to downtown Salt Lake City almost three years ago, I did so with the intent of establishing some stability in my life. Up until that point, I'd moved two to three times a year. Things felt pretty turbulent and transitory, and I wanted to make a go at building some long-term relationships with the people around me.

And it worked... sort of. I definitely made myself a home in my cozy little one-bedroom apartment, but I got so intent on making my own life that I kinda shut out everyone and everything else. As a result, I think I even wound up losing a lot of my personal ambition...

So I have mixed feelings about sharing an apartment again. On the one hand, it feels like I somehow "lost" the independence game, and I now have to accept help from someone else. On the other hand, I'm now rooming with one of my favorite people of all time, so I made out pretty well.

I'm looking forward to spending a bit of time WITH a roommate, for a change, partially because it'll help me recuperate from some of the financial damage I took over the summer, and partially because having someone else around will help me get out of the slacker mentality I've recently fallen in to.

Anyway, now that the move's done and work's gone (mostly) back to normal, I've got some projects I can finally dedicate my attention to - I've got some art to make, some blogs to write, and... well, there's life away from the computer, too.

Monday, October 3, 2011

Art Class: Day 3

We spent last week's drawing class scribbling with three different varieties of charcoal on HUGE pieces of pennyweight paper. So, yeah, you don't get scans this week. You get poor quality photos.

Enjoy.

Our subject for the day was a rather large pile of completely eclectic objects. We picked out a particular viewpoint and started sketching - first with the vine charcoal, and then we added more detail with compressed charcoal. After about fifteen minutes, we got up and changed places, taking over someone else's drawing. So the two pictures I've displayed here are the ones I started, but I didnt' get to this final image on my own.


The first view I picked out had a large vase of flowers framing a bust of Diana. I had originally left the upper-right field blank, but, after pressure from the instructor, I decided to add in the whiteboard (complete with the reflection of fluorescent lights on the surface).

It was difficult to accurately gauge the space between the vase and the bust... and I don't think anyone even WANTED to try to draw Diana's face.


The second picture I started was an extreme close-up of a small dragonfly pendant leaning up against a wooden box. That box really TICKED me off, too. I took it for granted that the box made a perfect cube, but the front plane was ACTUALLY slightly off from the rest of the box. It really messed up my perspective.

I feel a little bad taking credit for this piece, because it looks NOTHING like I originally planned. The others who contributed added most of the defining details.